my names stephanie:)

lets look at it like this.

how many times have i called you bawling my eyes out because rob did something unforgivable? how many times had you told me he was only going to hurt me? how many times did i agree with you and tell you i was going to break up with him? oh THAT MANY TIMES? good to know. through it all you were there. i screwed up by pushing you away. i liked you so much. god just kill me. i’m so dumb. i’m SO DUMB. i’m so so so sorry i did that to you. i didn’t listen to anyone when they were like, don’t do this! you’ll regret it! i was like oh pish posh! well well well. loooky what happend. I REGRET IT. it’s always been you. i can’t think of a time when i didn’t run to you, or have you in my life. i would choose you over anyone else any day.

i am so sorry.